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I'm just so tired of it all.

Everything is exhausting and overwhelming but I am clinging to my last grasp of a "no buy" and remembering my weakness over the weekend to not window shop or think of ways a specific item could totally change my life.

My house is too full of things; I can't be adding more to it!

It's going to be fine. We're going to get through this somehow.

But I feel the escapist/problem-solving itch. Which cannot be solved by buying new Shinies, no matter how much it might make sense in the moment.

Trying to learn to appreciate what I have – since, after all, these Shinies were the things I thought for sure would solve all problems a few months ago.

Anyway.

I'm trying to update to keep up the habit but I am just too sad to be wordy.